I'm interested in what you saw specifically. There was one instance of genuine RDM in my entire session, and it was an accident but yes it did happen at round start. Yesterday I was playing legitimately and any other "round start" kills were done as a T. The prop kill attribution system is pretty accurate (but not perfect), but even still i believe I only prop killed once, and it was a legitimate kill. I was mostly practicing with the winchester. I even used warnings when throwing combobs as a T. The specific change in playstyle is a direct response to the feedback from others on this thread asking to tone down on the RDM.I have played with you quite a bit especially as of late, and the way you play and act is not becoming of staff. In one game session yesterday I witnessed you intentionally rdm at the beginning of the round no less than 3 times. Whether you get reported for it is irrelevant, considering they were prop kills and they do not tell you who kills you. It's cool to mess around, sure.. but intentional RDM looks bad on you even when you aren't staff and I don't see that stopping once you do.
I am also interested in specifics on attitude or the thoughts I couldn't staff myself. I feel like I don't talk much on the server, I mostly use radio commands and my other comments feel pretty neutral. I'd be interested if anyone else has comments on this as well. I don't lie in reports and if I did something wrong, I will admit to it and take the slay without issue. And in previous staff tenures, as well as any future staff tenures, I treat any self reports more aggressively as staff should be held to a higher standard and I don't like even the appearance of bias. If this is more based on me having bad vibes than anything, I do apologize. I feel like I try to give off a more friendly vibe, and a lot of players are people I have played with for many years at this point so there is a degree of familiarity and informality. I will try to work on my image going forward because a bad vibe can throw off new players, which is the opposite of what any staff member should want.I find your attitude in the server is very immature and I can't remotely say that you would staff without bias or without causing issues yourself, or there being an issue where you may not slay yourself if you are the only staff member on. At this time I don't think you have the right mentality to be staff and some of the responses to these comments kind of cement that for me personally.
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